Good Morning, from Fort Smith, AR! Its another busy Monday. I don't know about everyone else but my Mondays are usually off to a slow start. I always wanna sleep that extra 5 or 10 minutes. My weekends are always so full and I'm usually wore out. Even when I'm tired its hard to not smile when my little Kylee bug wants to sit in my lap before she goes to the bus stop. She made my day. I'm so thankful for every little memory like that with my babies. Time seems to go by so fast. I don't want to miss a moment.
I have been reflecting on my relationship with the Lord a lot lately. Well, relationships in general but mostly with the Lord. My favorite radio station was doing a thing at the begining of the year where you choose one word for the year 2011. My word ended up being 'Listen'. I really feel like that was what God wanted me to really focus on this year. Sometimes when someone is talking to you and your not paying attention you might miss their voice inflection or the emotion behind their words. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to truly listen when someone is speaking to me not only with my ears but with my heart. When God speaks to my heart I don't want to be so consumed with life that I don't hear Him.
I've heard a particular story from the bible used in many sermons through out the years. Its when Martha got upset with Mary because she wasn't helping her prepare the meal for their guests. Martha was busy doing everything and Mary was sitting at Jesus feet. So often I see myself in Martha. I get so caught up with life that I can almost hear the Lord saying "Kina, Kina, thou art careful and troubled about many things: But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her." I don't want to forget to choose that good part. Sometimes I have to stop myself and make sure I'm not forgetting to just sit at Jesus' feet and listen.
I am so thankful that through every trial the Lord has been right there. He's never left my side. He gives me strength when I'm weak. He supplies my needs. When I don't always know what's coming next He holds my hand and comforts me. Who am I Lord that you are mindful of me? I want to listen to God when he speaks to my heart, whether its words of comfort, encouragment or correction. I want to choose that good part so that it can never be taken away from me.